This is the time of year that you hear all about making predictions for the new year, setting new goals, making resolutions for an improved life.   For days we are surrounded by these thoughts, ideas, words, suggestions.

I am here to say that I have considered all of that.  My response is “I Don’t Know…”.

I don’t know what the new year will bring.

I don’t know what town I will end up living in.

I don’t know if I will find a relationship that fulfills me.

I don’t know what career path my son will go down.

I don’t know where my daughter will live after college graduation.

I don’t know what amazing new people I will meet.

I don’t know what my next blog topic will be.

I don’t know what heart ache will be visited upon me.

I don’t know if I will be consistent with my exercise routine.

I don’t know if I will be able to take any vacations this year.

I don’t know…

Now, here is the good news.  I am at peace with that! I am at a place in life where I don’t feel that I have to have so much control.   I don’t NEED to have the year planned out.  I don’t NEED to know what is around the corner.   I am finally okay with accepting lifes surprises.   I am all about being prepared, always learning and growing, but this year…go ahead…throw me the curve balls, send me the out-of-the-blue surprises, intrigue me, raise my eyebrows, bring it on!!

The sun was warm on my shoulders as I marched into DSW with my $10 off coupon tucked away in my purse. Today’s mission, inspired by my coworkers suggestion, was a new pair of flats to wear to the office.

A person would not normally expect to have profound thoughts while wandering the aisles of a shoe store, however, that is where today’s life observation presented itself to me. “I don’t need another new pair of shoes!” In a single moment, I realized that there is nothing that I need. I am content.

It only took about two seconds for my mind to take a quick inventory of my life: My children are healthy, happy, and leading positive lives. I have a safe and comfortable home. I have some wonderful new friends. I have many long time friends that have shared my life adventures. I have friends that love and support me daily. I have amazing siblings that are truly fun to be with. I have the most loving parents, who are healthy and active. I have the luxury of working with wonderful people. I enjoy what I do for a living. I am healthy and happy.

It was a peaceful moment when I realized that all was right in my world. My personal universe is in balance. Taking a deep breathe, I recognized how fortunate I am to be truly content. Isn’t this what we all strive for every day?

As I stepped back out into the sun, I placed my sunglasses firmly on the bridge of my nose. I dropped into the drivers seat, throwing the shopping bag on the seat next to me. Sure, I didn’t need another new pair of shoes, but how can you walk away from a cute pair of black plaid flats? I am content!